研二两个月了，时间过得太快。没有课的日子，远远不是以前的我可以想象的，其实现在也没想清楚。
别的不说，这六十天左右的时间里，我的作息时间越发不正常了——看来暑期还只是前兆，感觉现在早于一点睡的都很少了。刚开始还是按照google calendar安排的，可是由于或这或那的原因，经过三天的特殊情况，我终于沦陷了。之后就把以前订的作息时间当成累赘；偶尔听听国内又传来某公司程序员过劳死之类的话，已经有些麻木。老爸老妈的谆谆教诲，听的时候还有些羞恶廉耻之心，过后依旧我行我素。打死我也不会想到现在有时候居然是两点、三点甚至四点才睡；然后忽然发现我在透支自己。
一次两次的错误作息时间或许不算什么，但问题不在于这是一次两次。七八月份就意识到这样的话，长此以往，我将不我；现在看来，搞不好的话一语成谶。现在白天就远远没有本科时候清醒了——大概堕落成coder之后就没怎么认真动过脑筋吧；之后接踵而来的就是恶性循环。白天的任务拖到晚上，晚上拖到很久，就寝时间再创新高，第二天周而复始；生产效率之低令人咋舌，期间又养成了不少恶习。又由于计算机技术这个大的方向其实是比较远离书的——读在线文档、写代码的时间往往占了大多数；互联网的魅力又让人身陷其中难以自拔。这样说来，“大道以多歧亡羊，学者以多方丧身”这话最需要记住的是我们每天坐在电脑桌前的宅男。兴趣是个好东西，当拼命三郎精神也可嘉，但是一旦不顾生活规律的话，后果不堪设想。
这两个月以来，我觉得值得骄傲的是终于把我的网络足迹统一起来了。干掉了新浪微博和知乎，这个世界一下子清净了许多——其实这两者也没什么不好，只是现在的确不适合我；豆瓣里关注的人我也狠心删掉了一些——太多没有见过真人的人之间相互关注相互吹捧实在是一件比较扯淡的事情，而且是在一个不是以讨论为中心的大环境中；以前我还以为我能扛得住豆瓣的文艺气息，现在发现我弱爆了，耳濡目染，谁都不能免俗。另外，我很欣喜地是终于将google reader的订阅量减少到了1024；rss订阅博客的确是我见到的最能提高自己见识的上网学习方式了；可是和一般快餐文化一样，内容毕竟还是缺乏条理性。会有些文章让人打开眼界或者起到指点迷津的用途，但是说起系统性和深度还是不够的。原本我打算因此而放弃写些不成文的内容的，不过对我来说现在到了output的时候了（以前我总拿厚积薄发来为自己辩护，现在才知道完全是bullshit）；所以以后继续把这里当成我的实验田吧。另一件事是我终于开始慎重对待我的网络形象了，比如我的id现在都改成了正规的了。作为ds如果总是做ds才做的事那可就真的无法自拔了。
陶渊明曾把他以前求仕生涯归结为“悟已往之不谏，知来者之可追”，我对以前的所做也抱有这个态度，并且开始洗心革面。
但愿今天是我最后一次无故晚睡！
Fri, 04 Jan 2013 16:13:04 +0800
google reader 效率确实是最高.
maillist 啥的也不错.
ps: 和学长的经历差不多,也是跨考的人...
Mon, 18 Mar 2013 17:53:06 +0800
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